homosexuality.

homosexuality.

i was born gay the moment i was born. the moment i was brought into this world. does that make you mad? upset? or angry? unnatural? is the way you think. I was born into a home where my sexuality was never questioned out loud but in the whispers of the background noise of a mexican household. i heard everything they would say but i would always stay strong in self. never once did i question the nature of my being.

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age in the head and bisexuality? i questioned myself if i was a bisexual male since i had no interest in men besides once that appeared as myself. it lasted a millisecond. the more you pull it the more the interest becomes real in the most thought-provoking way. don’t fall for the falsehood you created in your head. it’ll lead you into a persons of pedophilia. yikes. where are the men i’m interested in? are they all fifty years old? why am i as twelve year old, interested in fifty year old person. yes, person. a person with men outside and very little women inside but still men out. i like men, i love men. my god i love men. case closed. that’s the definition of a men. 

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age in the head and bisexuality? only one in five fifty year olds are actually fifty in mental age. out of all five men that are fifty, how am i interested in the one that actually has the mental state of a fifty year old and how do i know. the rest are in different groups. a twelve year old with the mental state of a fifty year old interested in men with the same mental state regardless of age? imagine that. glass shattered. how do i break and gain the mental state of a 55 year old that is god-protected and heavenly safe to the stars of heaven? where are the fifty year old in the head men-tal state at? define: men. i never liked men, i like men that have the potential to become men. so i can find my own man. so man can become men.

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age in the head and bisexuality? women. women never awakened anything inside of me but admiration of the beauty of future men i can find it in. women are supposed to be with men that are the same age as them but backwards. because they cannot go upwards and find a man the same mental age as them. you go down, to go up. not too young. if you're looking for young, you need to look upwards and ask for forgiveness for being a pedophile. you need to look up towards men that are older in age but sexually the age you need. grow. more on women in a different article.

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age in the head and bisexuality? i love the way i was brought into this earth by god. he made me in his image and his reward for being on this earth to me was having the smarts that i have. thank you father. my letter is to you from me. your favorite son, yovani bernard.

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my book: age in the head and bisexualilty (other topics) coming soon. don’t steal from me, i’ll find you. 

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